Right well my year abroad is slowly but surely coming to an end! Okay I know I have about two months left (well 8 weeks and 4 days but whose counting?) and to some of you who are reading this now you are probably thinking “come on Amrita that’s ages” well guys in 8 weeks and 4 days I am meant to be back for the “British Heatwave”, not sure if that will match up to the Rio weather but we’ll see, I have some faith. Anyway with this little time left I am doing what everyone does best, reminisce about the time I got accepted on to this placement and realised that I will be living in a different part of the hemisphere for a year, with a bunch of people who I never knew existed. I still remember the excitement, the happiness and feeling of euphoria BUT I also remember the little mini-breakdowns and panic attacks I had…they weren’t that pretty and involved a lot of wasted mascara.
Anyway what I am trying to say is that I know exactly what you’re feeling right now, even if you’re not going far or even if you’re doing a placement in England that’s only 30 minutes away on the tram, either way most you will be having mixed emotions because it’s so different to university, no waking up to lectures or late nights at the library, instead you now will be waking up to make it to your desk at 9am without dying from that dry-mouth after having those regrettable 3 tequlia shots the night before (it happens to the best of us), it’s a big step to adulthood which is super scary but even today, doing a placement is one of the best life decisions I have ever made.
Lets have a mini-story time…so going back many months ago when I found out that I got accepted to come to Rio for one year, I will be honest when I applied for the placement I didn’t think I would get it but I thought “hey why not, the worst thing they can do is say no?” clearly I am very positive person. Anyway once I found out I got accepted I literally thought “oh my god, how am I going to tell my parents” you see my mother and father are very supportive yet they are very protective of their beloved child. So I told my mother a few weeks (let’s try 3 months) after I got the yes and her instant reaction was no, I was not allowed to go, Rio is too dangerous and known for the wrong reasons but after a month of begging and learning more about the country (finding websites that said mainly positive things about Rio) and also learning that Sophia is coming with me, she give me the yes to go, well now are you thinking did I tell my father? The answer is no ladies and gentleman, I decided to leave that to mum whilst I went bikini hunting. Anyway at the beginning of when I learnt that I would be coming to Rio I was full of excitement to start this new adventure, to see a new part of the world and to be somewhat independent. But then around three months before I left for Brazil the fear in me kicked in, I would say to my friends how I am too scared to go, to leave everything and everyone for one year because I was scared of change, I was petrified! I mean me? Living in Rio? In Brazil? I struggle to make a decent cup of tea in the morning, living in Rio seemed a bit too out of my league but from the support of my university, friends and most importantly my family I made it this far and I have not regretted one day since.
Doing a placement abroad really opens your mind to new things and new experiences, I have felt and done things which I never thought of doing let alone even have a chance of doing it. My advice for anyone who is going abroad is don’t give in to that fear, you are a lot stronger than you think and you will be ready for every challenge that comes your way, and I mean personal challenges too, by going abroad not only are you developing yourself professionally for a career in the future but you will go through many personal changes, you will experience all sorts of things, from going out of your comfort zone, making friends from all across the world and even falling in love with people who eventually in a few months will no longer be your next door neighbour but all these experiences the happy ones and the sad ones will each be one of the best things to ever happen to you and that’s what you have to look forward to! Embrace the change in your life that’s going to happen, be prepared for the adventure, it will be a story you will never want to forget, if I could go back in time this is exactly what I would tell myself, that there is nothing to be scared of, you have all the support from your friends (old and new), your family and even your professors (abroad and at home), everyone is pushing you to succeed, you have nothing to worry about! Now go buy that camera, you have a lot of memories to make…